And so it has begun: the new school year. This will be my third year to be exact, and what do I have to show for my past two years? I have this blog, a broken heart, and aspirations.
I came to school thinking that this year would be different...I would be the boss. So far what I've come to find is that I still keep to myself, my tolerance for meeting new people is moving at a glacial pace and I have yet to answer the age old question of what am I going to do with myself.
What can one do with themselves? The answer of course being that one can do anything so long as you put your mind to it. Being that my mind is idling by where do I find motivation? It used to be that I had no time to even think of questions such as these, but since I will be done with school soon I need to get my butt in gear.
When people say there should be more hours in the day I envy them. I envy their busy lives that are filled with excitement and adventure; hell, I even envy people who do the same thing every day and still need more hours in the day. This is all I have for now: time, and no clue what to do with it. Well, that's some what a lie. I know what I should be doing with the time I have but lack the motivation of where my starting point should be.
Let's hope that motivation comes my way and may I eagerly accept it.
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